Story of Our Life

Always the exactly same sky and always the same day
Only thing that is different is that you are not here

I thought I’ve let you go.Without anything left
No, no. I still haven’t been able to let you go

Longing for you,I am longing for you. Because I am longing for you, I call you and call you by myself everyday
Missing you, I am missing you. Because I am missing you, now I just call out your name like a habit. Even today

Day by day, I feel like I am dying, so what could I do?

Love you, Love you. I love you. Without even being able to tell you these, I’ve had to let you go like that
Sorry, I am sorry. Can you hear me? Are you able to hear my late confession?

I love you.

Have A Little Faith

Hey guys. It’s time to talk about faith. And no it’s not about questioning your religion.

Many of us are always looking for that someone who is able to understand what we are feeling so that they themselves can sympathize with us. We always want someone who is able to read our every move.

All of us always want things and we tend to forget to give back to the society. What if they are the one that want that someone too and that someone is us.

Have you ever thought about it?

Anyway, my main point of this post is to Have A Little Faith. To all that do not have that someone they can confide in, we are here.

We may not be some certified person but we are people who are able to at least go to the extent to put ourselves in your shoes and try our very best to understand your situation. We ourselves have gone through many different things that other norms didn’t go through and yet our experiences is still limited because we have not yet venture this world.

Take the paper crane for an example, we make it for a reason. Decoration purposes or a form of recreational. Yet being that crane, it serves many different purpose to everyone.

We should never give up on little things or big things that are trying to bring us down because at the end of the day, we will be the one that are gaining many different experiences.

It may be an eye sore or a burden but we need to have a little bit of patience.

Do remember Good things come to those who wait even if you have to wait a little bit longer.

So Have a Little Faith in Yourself.

L.

Valentine Day

Happy Valentine Day.

It has been a month since I last came here. And I’m here to state certain facts not only just because it’s Valentine Day but a part of what I have to say.

Many of us that are single would want to find our other half but how many do find them in this world?

I am a down-centered person and as followed are my rantings.

For once, I want to be the one in the shining armor.
For once, I want to be the one serving breakfast by the bed.
For once, I want to be loved.
For once, I want to find someone that truly loves me back.
For once, I want to feel comfortable around that person.
For once, I can shut myself out from all these problems.
For once, I want people to know that I’m not like the rest of you.
For once, I want to find a stable relationship ever since I was born.

Being an 18 year old teenager, it has been tough for me. Each day there are always people out there judging you. Your Every Move. And when people judge you, it lowers your self-esteem.

Why do people do that?

It’s something that they have what we don’t. Or it’s a flaw that they have yet they do not want people to know. Why do society behave in such a peculiar way. They are brought up that way. And every time when they just scan you from head to toe or give you that stare, don’t you feel self-conscious?

Why for once they can’t give people like us a break?
We are born in a way from God. God created us and told us to love with what we have. Not to insult God’s Creation.

It disgusts me!

To get back on the topic, when people find something about you not that appealing, you won’t be loved. What the heck, you won’t even be considered as part of their friend.

Honestly, life is not about perfection. It’s about the imperfection that makes the perfection.

Please look at the mirror first before judging other people and if you think you are really perfect to judge other people, JUST SHUT YOUR MOUTH!

We ain’t here to listen to your craps! You think it might bring a change into them. Well, let them change when they feel comfortable. Not to change because you told them so.

Deep down I know this.

You can have the laughter in the world but I can’t.
You can have your sisters and friends with you but I can’t.
You can take that problems away for a moment and be free but I can’t.
You can say that we will find our other half but I can’t.
You can also argue that I chose not to be happy.

Yeah I chose not to be happy. When I’m happy, no one will do that reality check for you. I have to be the bad guy. No matter how much people hates me. And no matter how much they want to spit on my face. I still carry on doing it because I’m doing it for your own good.

But why do I go to the extent of doing that?

Let me tell you. I have nothing. I ain’t attractive and people don’t give a.. What’s best is to be the bad guy when you are not that attractive, people will try to bring you down because of their hatred. I am no longer affected by any of your words because they are the same each time. I have grown out of it.

To end off, Get A Life!

Sincerely,

L.

New Year Eve

2011 is coming to an end and it has been a great journey. The next chapter of our life begins tomorrow. And that’s the purpose of this tumblr.

What I did in 2011:

I made new friends. And there are some that I chose to leave behind

I learned more about myself.

I try to accept myself.

Each year we will come up with our New Year’s resolution. I have a resolution in mind but never did I accomplish it in 2011. It’s time to set forth the new adventure and resolution in 2012.

I am amazed at how much I have accomplished in 2011. The fights,struggles or rather people would say the ups and down of life and only in one year. It has been an awesome one! And I do hope you readers had accomplished your 2011’s resolution and are writing up new goals for 2012.

We can never stop dreaming because we are always dreaming about life. To taste it’s richest and the wonders of what life have to offer.At the same time, there are moments we will feel down and want to drown that sorrow away but always try to pick yourself up as fast as you can.

 365 days, 8760 hours, 525,600 minutes, 3,153,600 seconds isn’t that long as you think it will be. Time will fly and by that time another year would come to an end.

Just to end off, ‘Be Creative to Stay Happy’

And a Happy New Year to you readers!

L.

Christmas Eve

Today is Christmas Eve. And I would like to wish all of you Merry Christmas.

Christmas is the day to be together with your loved one. The moment that you can truly called quality time with your family. There are some out there without a family and the best thing for them is to celebrate with someone they are comfortable with. It is a festive occasion.

Christmas isn’t all about the presents. It’s to appreciate the time you have now and also of the things that you have. To gratify the things we have can sometimes be hard because many things in this life caught our attention, those little distractions.

L.